Everything

I am someone who accepts and enjoys loneliness,its good to have some time with ourselves in this speed driven life.I think about everything beyond the scope of this universe when I'm alone and often end up in tears due to the unanwered questions and doubts that arise in my mind.Those are mainly about souls,God and such,which textbook theories can't help me understand about.I know I should do some serious academic work during all these time that I waste daydreaming and doing philosophical thinking with,but if this is what I really want to know about,shouldn't I think deeply about it?Nature,Panchaboothas,life-all are the subjects that my mind wanders into.I have not yet been to choose a favourite of all 5 elements.How can I?All 5 are so unique and extraordinary,I love all the aspects connected with nature.Sometimes I feel like just going on a trip to the Amazon rain forests and experience the life there,or the African land of which the Massaai tribe that I have learnt about in my last year History lessons have amused me,or go to the romantic and beautiful European countries,which is every girl's dream.I just want to experience so much things all in one life and I'm allready sure that I won't be able to attain any of my wishes.Being in the famous libraries of the world,exploring the pyramids and such wonders..they all are a fascination for me,dreams laying hidden in my soul,hoping to be fulfilled during any of my life if God allows me to.